Chasing My Soulmate
Infatuation I wish I would’ve never met her! When I was a boy, we lived in a house with a big back yard. One night, I had a dream that I was running out the back door chasing an angel—who … Continue reading Chasing My Soulmate
Tag: DEPRESSION
Does My Life Matter
I’m trying to hold on to yesterday.‘Trying to keep, what matters most.‘Trying to hold on to those memories.‘Trying to cling to anything—when I mattered to someone. Spanish Translation ¿Importa Mi Vida? Estoy tratando de aferrarme al ayer.‘Tratando de mantener lo … Continue reading Does My Life Matter
The Burden Of The Christian
If I practice random acts of kindness,am I unkind, most of the time? Yes, but who can judge me, If my mind can’t understand,why it weighs heavy on my heart? Spanish Translation ¿Si practico actos aleatorios de amabilidad,Soy cruel la … Continue reading The Burden Of The Christian
To Taboo Or Not To
Election denying is taboo,holocaust denying too. Antisemitism is taboo,nazi sympathizing too. Neo-fascism is taboo,christian nationalism too. White supremacy is taboo,minority discrimination too. Belonging to a cult is taboo,supporting dark maga too. Gangster rap is taboo,crony capitalism too. Public intoxication is … Continue reading To Taboo Or Not To
The American Dream: I’m All In
I played all my cards.I took a chance.Let the wheel spin—where it ends—will be my fortune. If I win, I’ll play again.If I lose,whatever happens to me—will be my fault.No one else is to blame. I went for broke;the joke’s … Continue reading The American Dream: I’m All In
Acts In Futility (Bilingual)
To: Friends and Family “I can’t loose sleep worrying about how and when doomsday will come. All I can do is spend my waking hours worrying about how and when I can love you.” “No puedo perder el sueño preocupándome … Continue reading Acts In Futility (Bilingual)
Meritocracy
What is normal;Is it you,Or is it me;Am I who you hoped,Your brother would be? If I’m lacking,And you have plenty;Don’t talk down on me,‘Cause I could’ve been you,And you would’ve been me. So, if you imagine me,To be the … Continue reading Meritocracy
Life Happens In Between
“In our earthly existence,we’re only here for a lifetime,it’s painful in the beginning,and more so in the end.” By: ElRoyPoet, 2022 The Wounded Shall Be Healed “Just because you hate your life, it doesn’t mean you have to make mine … Continue reading Life Happens In Between
Self-sabotage
I’m a poet,I don’t doubt it,even ifI’m not very good at it. You can choose,who you want to be—you’ll just have towork at it too. You might not bethe best there is,but I’ll give you the creditfor what you do. … Continue reading Self-sabotage
Black Hole
There’s a hole in outer space,swallowing the Planets, Moons and Stars;everything around it. Just like the hole in my heart,swallowing everything lovely, that surrounds it,and crushing it! Spanish Translation Hay un agujero en el espacio exterior,tragándose las planetas, lunas y … Continue reading Black Hole
It’s not about me
It’s not about being right,it’s about being wrong. It’s not about being good,it’s about being wicked. It’s not about being found,it’s about being lost. It’s not about being innocent,it’s about being guilty. It’s not about being free,it’s about being bound. … Continue reading It’s not about me
How To Cope With Anxiety
My heart beats faster, but not as strong,As the core of my love begins to sink.Obviously, something seems to be wrong,For you to think, I might need a shrink. Because in my brain, I hear a gong-bong,It doesn’t mean, I … Continue reading How To Cope With Anxiety
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